It's been quite the chaotic last few days. Really and truly. But things are winding down and all shall be well again. Conference weekend really helped me out cause I was able to focus on the most important things.
My husband asked me tonight "When are you going to make that giant cookie again? The one you made on Sunday?" That's his way of saying he likes it. And a pretty high compliment from him. When he asks me make something again it gives me permission to make it over and over again. And my life becomes easier! So now I'm on a mission to make more pizookies. I need a smaller pan however in order to make them more often. If they're smaller that means I can eat more right? So I'll be making pizookies tomorrow night and taking pictures. Then you can all experience the joy of a pizookie. Well, at least through pictures. And then you'll have a recipe.
I may not be the most amazing cook but I can at least make my husband happy. He wants chili tomorrow night so if it turns out ok I'll post pictures. However I promise to post on Friday night or Saturday morning so you can all join me in the adventure of making taquitos!
I have to say I have some pretty amazing friends. Every day I'm learning more and more about what a true friend is. Yep I may be getting close to 30 but it's taken me a long time to learn about friends. There are some people you only spend time with because you work with them. You say hi and talk about surface things but that's where it ends. There are others that you spend time with because you've known them a long time. You get pretty deep and they know a lot about you but still something is missing. And then there are friends who you might know for a long time or only a short time but they truly understand you. The kind of friends you can tell anything to. And you might not get to talk to them every day, but you know they're thinking about you and vice versa. People that you can bare your very soul to and not feel ashamed. They tell you like it is and you aren't afraid of their response. You respect it and listen. Those are the friends who lift you up and make you happy. These are the friends I'm grateful for right now. People who stand with me even when I feel like I'm going crazy and the world is crashing down around me. They may not understand everything going on in my life but they listen and let me cry.
I've had to let some friends go recently. It's made me really sad because I thought they were truly people I could depend on but it turns out they fell through. Or rather they were only superficial friends when I thought they weren't. But I love my real friends. Each one of you is amazing and thank you so much for all of your help right now!!! Especially my DD girls. You are more amazing than you'll ever know.